I am no super woman

I haven’t been feeling my best lately. I guess my confused hormones are not making things better. I’ve always been an emotional freak. When my mensus didn’t come in November, I was still quite ok, cos, well, it was never regular anyway. In December when it re-appeared, it was half a relief; wasn’t a normal flow.

Again it went missing for January and now, towards the end of February, I’m getting weird body aches yet, no sight of it. I have been peeing on a stick but to be disappointed yet again and again.

I almost went berserk and scare my husband out of his wits. I started to have all these bottled up feelings that everything in this room is not going on fine. Yes, I don’t live in a house, I live in a room. This doesn’t feel like a home to me. I kinda lost it a few days back almost screaming at my harmless husband *sigh* I am so sorry, hubby…

Perhaps I overworked myself, I feel the strain physically & emotionally. Even my brain is tired. But I guess all I need is a well-deserved holiday. I’m quite restless an until we confirm our Bali trip, I guess I’ll continue being restless like this.

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