Keykek moments… I was updating Salim o

Keykek moments…
I was updating Salim on my whereabouts in Woodlands cos that’s where we were supposed to meet. And his reply was, “Kau ingat aku twitter eh.. update2 hehe”.

Moved!

I’ve moved to a more comfortable space: http://zee.playpause.sg/blog

Missing the privacy

It’s been two weeks since returning from Bali. I love the privacy we had. I love the fact that there were just the two of us when we turn on the tv, sat at the sofa and just, chill. I’ve been yearning for that kind of privacy.

Okay, I started this entry to say that I’ve actually wrote my thoughts/travelling diary on the first night we were in Bali. But I never seemed to be able to complete it or to even transfer it to my blog digitally.

I should do so soon cos I want to re-read what I wrote and relive those short happy 4 days & 3 nights we were there on our own.

I need to move my negativities of a Friday towards positiveness.

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Let’s fly away on a trip to Bali!

After 2 years of postponing our trip to Bali, this time we went with the impromptu decision. On Monday, I decided to meet the Wan for lunch and headed on to book and confirm our trip as well. We’re leaving later today!

I guess I was just too physically & mentally tired and my body was calling out for a time-out. We also have a good reason too – we’re celebrating our 3rd Wedding Anniversary as well as our company – PlayPause – 1st Official Anniversary. We’re having a double-wham-bam-hit-the-jam celebration hehe

Since it’s quite an impromptu trip, we’re still rushing some work before we can finally pack our bags for Bali. I got quite a scare last night when I got the asthma attack, but I’m all well now! (ok lah, still got coughing and sounding nasal heh).

Anyhow, I leave you with this song that I’ve loved since 1997… and my inspiration to visit Bali one day. That “one day” has arrived. I’m going to Bali “with my hairy Valentine”.

Goodil – Stoned Revivals

Let’s fly away… on a trip to Bali!

I am no super woman

I haven’t been feeling my best lately. I guess my confused hormones are not making things better. I’ve always been an emotional freak. When my mensus didn’t come in November, I was still quite ok, cos, well, it was never regular anyway. In December when it re-appeared, it was half a relief; wasn’t a normal flow.

Again it went missing for January and now, towards the end of February, I’m getting weird body aches yet, no sight of it. I have been peeing on a stick but to be disappointed yet again and again.

I almost went berserk and scare my husband out of his wits. I started to have all these bottled up feelings that everything in this room is not going on fine. Yes, I don’t live in a house, I live in a room. This doesn’t feel like a home to me. I kinda lost it a few days back almost screaming at my harmless husband *sigh* I am so sorry, hubby…

Perhaps I overworked myself, I feel the strain physically & emotionally. Even my brain is tired. But I guess all I need is a well-deserved holiday. I’m quite restless an until we confirm our Bali trip, I guess I’ll continue being restless like this.

Our double celebration

My family tradition is taking over us. We are used to having home celebrations for birthdays and what-nots. Since Asfa’s birthday is our Anniversary, we would always end up at Yishun for the evening to have our traditional “Allah selamat kan kamu” song-singing and birthday gifts for Asfa.

Nope, this year, we didn’t manage to get ourselves our new phones in time for our Anniversary. The new phones have to wait til next month. Oh well.

I had thought I’d spoil the day for Wan but he has his ways, as always.

When I got home from Badoque after the clock strikes 12 midnight, I found his tweets & Facebook messages for me to view a video he did. Looking back, I can’t believe it has already been 3 years. Years of ups and downs and definitely alot more love going between us. No matter that I am yet to get ourselves pregnant, the Wan has never questioned fate and showered me with more love and care.

Darling, I guess I’m lucky I found you.

Here, he did this photo/video montage for me…